I dedicate this to those who thinks they deserve it~

iViva la Gloria! by Green Day

Hey Gloria
Are you standing close to the edge?
Lookout to the setting sun
The brink of your vision
Eternal youth is
A landscape of the lie

The cracks of my skin can prove
As the years will testify
Say your prayers and light a fire
We're going to start a war
Your slogans a gun for hire
It's what we waited for

Hey Gloria,

This is why we're on the edge
The fight of our lives been drawn to
This undying love.

Gloria, Viva La Gloria
You blast your name
In graffiti on the walls
Falling through broken glass that's
Slashing through yuor spirit
I can hear it like a jilted crowd

Gloria, where are you Gloria
You found a home
In all your scars and ammunition
You made your bed in salad days
Amongst the ruin
Ashes to ashes of our youth

She smashed her knuckles into winter
As autumns wind fades into black
She is the saint on all the sinners
The one that's fallen through the cracks
So don't put away your burning light

Gloria, where are you Gloria
Don't lose your faith
To your lost naivete
Weather the storm and don't look
Back on last November
When your banners were burning down

Gloria, viva la Gloria
Send me your amnesty down
To the broken hearted
Bring us the season
That we always will remember
Don't let the bonfires go out

So Gloria,
Send out your message of the light
That shadows in the night.
Gloria, where's your undying love?
Tell me the story of your life

...to those who deserve it also to those who I adores (no Miyuki, not you~). Sending a message of 'life may be a bitch right now but keep on living: that's what important'~

Hey KL~

God, I've forgotten how I hate the roads in KL since like 6 month ago, when I went to CF~
In case you guys are wondering, yes, I got lost- actually my family got lost. Just one simple wrong turn got you into a whole bunch of trouble of getting yourself back to where you're suppose to be going. Yeah~ lame~ but whatever since I'm here already, at my cousin's house and writing this very post. Actually some may realize that I've been offline since a few days ago. Well actually, my internet fwked up(after a storm at my place)~ but hell, it's not like there's people who miss me. I mean, c'mon, I know I'm hateable (is that even a word) but I'm still here guys, I live, and still kicking ass! I'm not afraid to keep on living, I'm not afraid to walk this world alone! And in case some are wondering, yes, that's from MCR's Famous Last Words XD

lol Some may already know, I'll start college tomorrow. A time has come for a man to leave home XD I'm a little nervous actually, but God-willing, everything's gonna be fine. Just have to keep myself from being homesick, or more accurately internetsick XD well, wish me luck guys and I swear I'll hunt down anywone who curse me to have a misareble life (you know who you are!)

And here's a song for myself~

Girl Friday by Butterfingers

Ain't that hard to live alone
Ain't that far to be from home
Cause gravity can never pull me down
Calculate the days I've spent proscinating
God knows when
Grow in silence feverish or flu
And again it's me and myself and I
Fall on me!
Stand aside trying to keep my cool
Stand in line feeling like a fool
It's getting late now get back in your bed
Then remembered a what my daddy said
What' cha gonna be?!
And again it's me and myself and I.....
Stay with me !

Politics? FWK NO!!

Fwk up politics: we're selling our mistakes on TV~
Fwk up politics: your lies and our misery!

I was talking with my father just now when he said "yeah, btw, tomorrow you got a Belia meeting at the local community hall". We'll I'm kinda shocked. I mean, I never sign up for any belia thing so I ask what belia meeting. "It's the Belia UMNO thing. We signed you up" said my mom. And yes, you may guess, I went 'WTF?!!'. I never-fwking-ever was into politics! I mean hey, who izzit that wants to be a worshipper of the wrongs? Well, I don't. Fwk no! Never ever! I'm just glad I don't get brainwashed by the fwked up propagandas on TV and daily papers but now signed up for belia UMNO?! WHAT IN THE FWKING HELL?!

I guess people never see the wrong behind their daily dose of their news. C'mon, there's no right in politics! All I see are people screwing around with religion, racism, and faith of the majority! lol I mean, yeah, majority suck balls! It's because majority are the ones who swallowed propaganda without even thinking.

Tch, what the hell~ I'm not thinking about going tomorrow anyway~

It Has Begun!

She's backkkk~~~

Right before I went to sleep last night, I decide to open Sankaku Complex. Well, just to be suprised reading that the second season of Suzumiya Haruhi has started! lol I mean, after like a billion speculation, yes, the second season has started XD say yaay bwtches! XD

East Jesus Nowhere

Random post today~( I'm a little nervous and a little heartbreak but I'm so not gonna rant here XD)
I've been listening to this song over and over again~ East Jesus Nowhere by Green Day. Maybe I'm just addicted since I can already play it on bass XD but anyway it's just too brilliant I think~ Here's the lyric~ (Song? YouTube) XD

EAST JESUS NOWHERE

Raise your hands to testify
Your confession will be crucified
You're a sacrificial suicide
Like a dog that's been sodomized
Stand up! - all the white boys
Sit down! - all the black girls
You're the soldiers of the new world

Put your faith in a miracle
And it's non-denominational
Join the choir we will be singing
In the church of wistful thinking

A fire burns today
Of blasphemy and genocide
The sirens of decay
Will infiltrate the faith fanatics

Oh bless me Lord for I have sinned
It's been a lifetime since I last confessed
I threw my crutches in "the river
Of a shadow of doubt"
And I'll be dressed in my sunday best

Say a prayer for the family
Drop a coin for humanity
Ain't this uniform so flattering?
I never asked you a goddamned thing

A fire burns today
Of blasphemy and genocide
The sirens of decay
Will infiltrate the faith fanatics

Don't test me
Second guess me
Protest me
You will disappear

I want to know who's allowed to breed
All the dogs who never learned to read
Missionary politicians
And the cops of a new religion

A fire burns today
Of blasphemy and genocide
The sirens of decay
Will infiltrate the inside

Me obsession tagged me~

lol, mind the title XD

Tagged desu~

"You've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the ABC's of YOU. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way."
Well, let's see,

A - Azizan'Afi ; my real name. And proud of it.

B - Bassist.

C - Creative- or so I'm told.

D - Drummer. Yeah, sometimes~

E - Euphoria bastard XD yes, I'm always high without drugs XD

F - Forsaken by Cupid. I'm pretty much sure about this~

G - Gamer- once lol

H - Hentai addict~ XD

I - Idealistic "I am what I believe I am"

J - Japan. Wish to be there.

K - King of my fantasy XD

L - Lame~ Seriously~

M - Music/Meganekko addict.

N - Nobody. No one special for you~ Just another someone.

O - Otaku. Should I say more?

P - Punk & Philosophy for life!

Q - Quote addict. Especially from songs.

R - Retarded. Yes, when I'm in the mood.

S - Skinny. Yup, very~

T - Tanned. Yes, you don't want me to show my body XD

U - U.K accent ; Love it XD

V - Very rare species! XP

W - Wondering where my life is going XD

X - Xlusively available (no, I'm not desperate goatdamnit!)

Y - Yours truely.

Z - Zizan : very few people call me this~ but some special people do XD

And yeashuu! Tagging time! I tag anyone who love me! No one? Aw hell~

Heartache | New Divide

I sat here on my heartache: waiting on some beautiful girl to- to save me from my old ways.
(Originally 'When You Were Young' by The Killers)

lol mind me XD
So, Linkin Park's new single, New Divide was released roughly a day ago and I've already got my hand on the MP3.
Anyone interested, I'm sharing it here~ I take no credit for the upload~ (click on the image please~~)

And here's the lyrics, taken from Mike Shinoda's blog, so don't say it's wrong XD

NEW DIVIDE
LYRICS BY MIKE SHINODA AND CHESTER BENNINGTON

I remembered black skies / the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash / as time began to blur
Like a startling sign / that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight / but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide / the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in / between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every loss / in every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret / and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

21st Century Breakdown : Believe what you read, from heroes and cons

Violence is an energy; from here to eternity

Violence is an energy; silence is the enemy
So gimme gimme revolution!

So, yeah I'm a little late. Sue me XD But still, in case some still don't know, Green Day's newest album, 21st Century Breakdown was released 2 days ago at May 15th.

Tracklist:

01. Song Of The Century

Act I - Heroes and Cons
02. 21st Century Breakdown
03. Know Your Enemy
04. Viva La Gloria!
05. Before The Lobotomy
06. Christian's Inferno
07. Last Night On Earth

Act II - Charlatans and Saints
08. East Jesus Nowhere
09. Peacemaker
10. Last Of The American Girls
11. Murder City
12. Viva La Gloria? (Little Girl)
13. Restless Heart Syndrome

Act III - Horseshoes And Handgrenades
14. Horseshoes And Handgrenades
15. The Static Age
16. 21 Guns
17. American Eulogy (Mass Hysteria / Modern World)
18. See The Light

I've just downloaded it and listened to most of the song (don't support piracy? I'm not. I'm just curious XD I'm planning to buy the album if that'd makes you happy) and it didn't turns out disappointing. Overall, the sound was pretty much like American Idiot but with a little taste of Dookie some here and there. It's a little experimental I think.

Now, tracks that I pay attention to are;

• 21st Century Breakdown | of course, I've heard the single before but you'll realize some minor and major changes to the album version if you listen closely. Like the usage of guitar instead of piano on the intro also the lyric of 'My name is Samuel' instead of 'My name is no-one'.
• Know Your Enemy | gotta love the simple punk tune and the rebellious lyrics. Green Day for you~
• East Jesus Nowhere | brilliant lyrics.
• Last Of The American Girls | brilliant brilliant song. full of metaphor.
• Murder City | another song with a simple punk tune.
• American Eulogy : Mass Hysteria/ Modern World | I paid attention to this song since the Modern World part was sung by Mike Dirnt: Well, what do you know, his voice is pretty good.

So, overall, it was great lol I know, anyone that has been waiting for a few years for their album would say that XD but really, I mean it~ It's great. It's great to hear a mainstream band that would actually say (shout) their rebellious idea out loud. So, go Green Day~

Sound of Fanatism at C2AGE : CANCELLED | TEKKONKINKREET

Well, you didn't read wrong. I'm cencelling the plan of having a booth at C2AGE for several reason.
One of them (actually, it's the main reason) is financial problem.
I've been having problem with money since I'm going to college next month; it was pretty much uncalled for.
To those who had contribute, I'm really sorry and I promise I'll try hard to get the book done at another event, God-willing.
Same to those that have expectation toward us; I know the number are a few but well, sorry.


Well, that said. why don't we go to a little brighter side of life.

"When the sky goes black, why do I feel so blue?"

I just finished watching TekkonKinkreet... and all I can say is 'wow'.
If you thought you've watched the best anime yet, for sure you haven't watch Tekkonkinkreet.
Studio 4°C did a very great job with Tekkonkinkreet; I've always adores Studio 4°C work such as Breaking The Habit (Linkin Park's video clip) and Have I Got a Story to Tell You (from the DVD Batman : Gotham Knight) but Teakkonkinkreet is just a whole different level in every aspect, the graphic, the animation, the cinematography, like I said, every aspect.
And the idea itself- it's very deep but reacheble if you want me to say it that way.
Well, I'm not a man that would give spoilers. So, why don't you guys just get the DVD or download it from anywhere and get yourself watching. And yeah, make sure you prepare enough popcorn.

Colorless Inside

"Red is suicide, ethnic cleansing genocide tralalalalalalalalala~
Fwked up society, fwked up normality~ child abuse on MTV~"

Dunno, just something that I've been singing over and over again lately~
It's originally a scout song- I dunno the title but I think it's not that hard to find out~

Yeah, I know- I'm crazy~ but tch, like the world is not?

Hello darkness, my old friend...

I went around reading philosophies around the net. I read about the 'Is the glass half empty or half full' philosophy.
Somehow, I remember a song I once heard, it's called Sound of Silence (by Simon and Garfunkel) which in case you don't know, is a very popular song and was said to be one of the most greatest song of all time.

Here's the lyrics (as usual, the song can easily be found at YouTube)

Hello darkness, my old friend
Ive come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of
A neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one deared
Disturb the sound of silence.

Fools said i,you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you.
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon God they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said, the words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisperd in the sounds of silence.

Wolverine

Madness? THIS! IS! COOLNESS!

So, hell yeah, I bet you can guess: I watched X-Men Origin : WOLVERINE the other day~
Not gonna give any spoiler but I'm gonna say that it's pretty much worth my 8 bucks (Alright 10 bucks plus the Rootbeer XD)
The story was (should I say..) composed nicely XD
Hi-speed : The way I like it. and the cinematography wasn't half-bad for a Hollywood movie~
Many things are exposed in this movie or I should say pretty much everything was exposed in this movie about Wolverine. Some parts are very unpredictable but the other, you can guess easily. Dunno if it truly follows the comic (does it even based on the comic?) ORIGIN but at the very least, I LIKE IT! yes nuff' said.