My Brother is a Metalhead~

And that made me listen to Metal a bit too. I mean, hey, a little Metal once in a little while won't hurt. And this is one of the song that I think is worth listening to. I liked the acoustic version too :3 nyway, enjoy. and I dedicate this one to my Kakak X3

Heart Burst into Fire by Bullet for My Valentine

I'm coming home,
I've been gone for far too long,
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving,
Have I fucked things up again,
I'm dreaming,
Too much time without you spent,

It hurts, wounds so sore,
Now I'm Torn, Now I'm Torn,

I've been far away,
When I see your face my
Hearts Burst into Fire,
Hearts Burst Into Fire,

Your not alone,
And I know I'm far from home,
Do You Remember Me At All?
I'm Leaving,
Do you wait for me again?
I'm Screaming,
No more days without you spent,

It hurts, wounds so sore,
Now I'm Torn, Now I'm Torn,

I've been far away,
When I see your face my
Hearts Burst into Fire,
Hearts Burst Into Fire,

My bed so cold so lonely,
No arms just sheets to hold me,
Has this world stopped turning,
Are we forever to be apart?
Forever to be apart,

It hurts, wounds so sore,
Now I'm Torn, Now I'm Torn,

I've been far away,
When I see your face my
Hearts Burst into Fire,
Hearts Burst Into Fire,

I'm coming home, I've been gone for far too long,
I'm coming home, Do you remember me at all?
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving, I'm screaming, I'm Dreaming,
When (Scream), HEARTS BURST INTO FIRE!

Shit tends to happen~

And when it does, I'll keep blaming it on myself. Yea, I know. I'm the kind of person that you'd call emo. I think I've been suffering from self-guilt for quite some time. Since high school or so; main reason I'm a loner back in high school. Well, lucky me I never cut my own wrist or something like that. I think I love my life too much to do that XD

Let's play something~

Maybe a song... It's been one heck of a time since I last jammed. I've only jammed once since I entered college. Not that college life is busy (in fact, I think I have too much free time since I entered college), but the lack of others' willingness to join whatever I am to do... or so to speak. And it hit me, I've really fwked up a lot of money recently. Mostly on food (but fwk no if you think I'm getting fatter!). But back to where I was- yeah, it has really been some time since I jammed so the fact that next week is my semester break is a good opportunity for me to jam like crazy with my brother lol I think he'd love to play some simple punk cover songs like always (eventhough he's a complete metalhead) . And yeah, talking about punk covers, I found a great song the other day on YouTube- 'Leaving on a Jetplane' by the epic band Me First and the Gimme Gimmes XP I mean, I never actually listen to the original but the cover kick ass XP (and yeah, I know my brother would love to play it).

You know, there are times when...

...everything goes your way. Or at least it seems that way. Times when you say 'aww fwk' with a happy tone~ Times when you smile even when shit happens. Times when you don't mind people giving a middle finger at you. Times when you answer your test with a smile even when you don't know the answer. Times when you clean your house suddenly. When you keep looking at your hands while smiling. Times when you wake up on your bed and you realize you've just woke up from a nice dream. Times when you feel like changing your hairstyle. Times when you just can't say reality's a bitch. Times when you started doodling aimlessly on your notes in class. Times when you drink your milk in one breath without realizing it. Well, simply...

...times when you're in love~

The Never-Ending Life

Some says life is karma- as in 'what goes around, comes back around' karma. Other say it's a test. Well, I say it's a never-ending story- in which it repeats itself over and over again. And time made me realize a simple truth; that we live for an end. So, why can't I at least make life counts? This cycle that I went through everyday makes me dizzy and confused of what life should be. our everyday story traps each and every one of us in normality. Or maybe it's just me- maybe I'm too fwked up to understand life. Oh wait, am I mumbling about life again? *sigh* What the fwk? You see? Life- another question- another questionable answer- a never-ending wall of questions- of stories- of life. Aw hell- then again, it's just life, what the fwk am I expecting anyway?

Wish i could love~

Well, you know who you are~ This one's for you~

Asthmara by Oh Chentaku

empty heart, rolling roller coaster ride,

this is how i wreck myself inside,

i am tired of being myself, i am tired of being someone else, and i am tired of being here,

shake the bottle, twist the cap, smash it hard, to the ground, kiss the mud, cut your ears, see how it turns in a different way, none alike you thought it should be!

and we swim to the shore, days come and go,

i'll love you, you will love me, thats all that we need,

fuck off everything, we believe in jealousy, i can live but i wish i could die, not yet

first, i said i've got nothing to live for, she said, "no."

but then, i asked her what that i've got to live for, she said, "no, you're wrong."

i am running backward hoping for somebody to catch me before i fall down,

before i drown

Sayang,

i am coming home tonight, we will let go everything, just to see how it turns better tomorrow, see i wonder how it could be anything stupid or harder than this