Valentine's Day | About Her

I'm posting this on 01.30am (local time) of February 14th~ So, it's officially Valentine's Day~
Simply wishing everyone, anyone, who read this crappy blog of mine, Happy Valentine's Day~
So, give chocolate to your beloved, kiss her/him gently and wish em happy Valentine's Day ok?

Truth is, I heard some sad (true) love story from a few friends who're also forumers at CF forum- happens a few days before valentines. Just sending a message of, start a new start to those two girls. You know who you are~

erm...
Truthfully, I'm single right now. And my ex doesn't really like celebrating Valentine's Day~
So, I never actually had any proper Valentine's Day~
And right now, I am actually in love with a girl from the same school as me.
Ok, maybe we've already finished school, but fortunately we're still in touch with each other.

Maybe you guys are thinking "How about a picture, mate?". Ok~ Why not~~~

That's her. Sweet, cute and beautiful meganekko~ (just as I like it XD)

This pic was taken a few month ago- like at August or something. I forgot~
At that time we were both selling some stuff to fund our uniform unit, the Kadet Remaja Sekolah or better known as KRS.
Yup, we're in the same uniform unit and in fact, I knew her through this uniform unit which now I seems to miss.

The unit was one of the most unactive club as I joined it. But A few years after that, 2007 to be exact, it changed completely as a new president was elected. Ashraf, a very proud leader and one of the people that I actully respect. Coming from a fwked up family doesn't make him a pussy or an emo brat, instead making him a guy with a lot of more confidence and leadership. With him a a leader, the club make it's way to the top from the least expected club to one that's now respected and acknowledged by the school. From there too, I met her, Kai. Kai comes from her name, Kaisyah. I though hearing people calling her Kai is funny cause the name Kai is usually used by guys.

Heck. I don't even realize when was the time that we get to know each other for as long as I remembered, we didn't even talk to each other during the first year we're in the same unit.
Guess it just happens. XD

Er...
Being 2 years younger than her doesn't actually stop me from being friends with her.
As we started to know each other, I realize that we have some similarities, ones that I never expected to be; we're both into anime and manga stuff. From there, we started to gets closer and closer. I started to lend her some CDs and DVDs also manga and magz. Thus, a close bond is created. At this point, I've already liked her- In fact, I started to like her since I knew that she also likes anime and manga stuff. Beacuse for a moment, I thought she was like the other narrow-minded girls but when I get to know her, it's the total opposite; I can actually talk about anything with her, and I mean it, anything.

Now, I've been in this unsure state of telling her my feelings. We've known each other for quite some time. Good friends, that's what I'd call it, our relationship that is. I always wanted to tell her but I can guess that things will be fwk up if I do. Guess I'll just leave it as it is.

Whatever it is, I'm gonna make a chocolate for her tonight! Hope for the best for me and thanks Miyuki for the suggestion!